Have you ever had one of those dreams...

...where you can not seem to shake off? I had one of those a few nights ago. I dreamed that it was summer and I sat at a park enjoying the beautiful sunshine, rustling of the grass when a little girl appeared. She ran towards me with her black curly hair, puffy cheeks with her eyes drenched in tears. She called out to me ... "Daddy!" screaming for me with her arms stretched out. She seemed to be crying out for my help. I held her close and tight in my arms reassuring her "Its okay, little girl. Its okay, &^&!%n." It was my ex's daughter and I know I will never see her again. Its been tearing me up apart.